the post that is possibly longer than my post because there is really not alot of happy things kate wants to talk about or in reality cant think of

happy happy Kate. there are rainbows in my future happy happy rainbows and kitties and clowns and leprechauns dancing with satisfaction playing in the backround cause well who doesnt love that song any version its just like barney.

save yourself because you might die like the cat who saw me today

I'm pathetic its a poor me night bare with me. i have no accomplishments and i probably never will I'm ridiculously fat. cant even wear a swim suit without making 12 people gag. a cat died today did you know it saw me getting into my hot tub and had a heart attack can you believe it i cried for me and the cat I'm severely selfish all about me dont ya know. i decided to live in my basement for the rest of my life and friends oh god they are so overrated real friends are video games right now I'mMario but maybe once i have completed that i will move to the good stuff like cod or something redicously cool. also i decided to become a homeless wrench. well of course i will keep my laptop but sell it off for pocket change because really i will never get a job and hell i dont need one when you have nothing you dont need luxuries like showers or clothes being nude is the new me and hell if i starve myself for a few ears maybe my body will finally eat all the fat and i wont scare the little children. god maybe come find me in ten years and then you wont die . poor poor cat.

my new title they young bag lady who lives under a bridge but yet sill has 42 cats because thats just how life works

its official. my world will be as incomplete as Sookie st. James actually I'm worse she at least back backed through Europe and is married set aside hes weird and wants four in four years but still no I'm going to be like that girl who is on Britain's got talent. but then again shes better then me because she can sing. I'm as low as you can be living vicariously through my books yes my new name is Cary and I'm a shadow hunter and in love with Jace of course this will change and next week ill be kitty looking for love and hope in a garbage can stay tuned who knows

college is not coming around the corner soon enough but i will stay on the yellow brick road towards the wizard

i hate home. i hate that i hate home. i hate the thought that my only happy thought is being as far away from home as i can. as only one drove me do near crazy town now the second has driven the first to insane town which drives me to death. its really the only solution to my problem that or college so now the yellow brick road to freedom is brighter and shinier. the scare crow is quite nice a safe gard from the bitch of the west. shes evil but i wont give her my shoes i WONT! 

black is for death the more i think the better it is

easter was good it helped forgot about all else im now going to wallow in one of the dumbest books i have ever read thank you laurie faria stolarz

when sleep becomes the haven on which you cant wait to open the gates and jump in life is not going your way

im a pathetic hoe who has nothing real my god and i thought everything was going so fucking well. i need it i need something real. I HATE I CANT BELIEVE ITS NOT BUTTER. these 800 rants hopefully shall be gone when sleep comes and the realness becomes my dreams and peace shall come at last lasting on average eight hours

damn robots we all need help why cant you understand your path is not the way

why cant the girl in a fairy tale be the hero, the one saving the man. is it because man is an impossible task? are they always going to be eternally suborn and rather die than be saved so the heroin does not even try they get heartbroken and drink themselves numb while they sit and watch as the robot self destructs