self

I think im not pretty enough, smart enough, or skinny. I feel like i have to change myself to make me feel better about myself. Everyone does even if they dont notice. People think they have to be something higher then themselves. They have to prettier taller skinnier shorter or dress a certain way. That if we just had surgery on our nose the world would be perfect or if i starved ourselves for a week i would feel better about myself. I always wonder that yes i have alot of friends but do i know the real them? How they feel about themselves. Their real thoughts. I think on some level everyone doesnt think they are good enough. That whatever they do is not up to their personal standards let alone others around us. So when we are in puplic or around our friends are we the same person as to who we are around family or ourselves, or do we fool ourselves too. Humans in general are never satisfied. We crave to be better than others, to be the best.Our looks compete with others wheather they are trying or not.