love novels

I read. i read to fill the empty void in my heart. i always think its my age. im so young ....i dont need to worry about or need it at all yet the black hole is still there. so instead of worrying about it i read. i read about others in my situation and how they find it and the way the auther explains it fills it. not completly a good quarter. i always put myself in the story feeling how they are feeling. When the character falls in love i do at the same time. Its an amazing feeling at least till i come back to reality and realize i have special and powerful as love in my life. but i have hope that if it happens to others i will get my chance to. its all i need is a chance. to feel special to someone. Isnt that what everone wants? to feel special to know someone outside of family members love you? that that one person would do anything to keep you?